*swoops in and looks around* Hrm...
I'm gonna bitch, because I think this is the least likely place that my bitching will get read but not by too many people.
It fucking bugs me that Chels and Aaron are flaunting themselves so much. They started a chatroom earlier today for GT people, then spent half the time they were in there making out with each other. I got so fed up with it that I ignored the screen. There wasn't any legitimate conversation going on, and it was somewhat obvious that most of the people in the room were uncomfortable.
"Am I a stupid whore?" She asks me earlier. No chelsea, you aren't stupid, but sometimes you act like a whore. I hate to say it, but my head is throbbing and I'm not in the mood to cater to anyone's ego, or to make sure I don't offend anyone. I'm sorry if you're hurt (if you even read this) but I'm so damn tired of it all. I'm tired of hearing about you and Aaron, I'm tired of watching you guys make out in chatrooms, or you flaunting his ring around your neck.
I think this is a damn shitty situation, and that it should never have happened. It's obvious to me now why the ring was given to you instead of shipped back to him. "For safe keeping," someone said. It was really just a matter of convenience, wasn't it? *growls* And then the fact that you didn't have the guts to tell us until days afterwards. That was low. For those few days I got to listen to Emily contemplate taking him back, and I'm almost positive you got to hear the same things. But you never once said to her "He won't take you back, it's pointless..." or "He and I are dating." No, it was always "I have something to tell you and Emily." Couldn't say it to either of our faces, had to hide behind the IM screen. Because you didn't want Emily to be mad at you, or hurt by any of this.
Neither of you understands the pain she's going through. Or was, or whatever. Chelsea, it's not the same as her sitting in Tom's lap and kissing him, it's not the same as her flirting with your boyfriend, because she never dated him, even after you broke up.
When she and David broke up, I considered dating him, but I always put it off because I knew it would hurt her. I asked her once, and she said she didn't mind, but she wouldn't be able to be around either of us if we did. So I didn't.
She asked about Noah. It was my stupid mistake to say I didn't mind, so that's a different situation entirely. The pain is the same though. Watching it every day, seeing them together, doing all the things we used to do together. It hurts. The pain is dulled after two months of not having the guy, but it's there. You guys waited what, two days before getting together?
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm taking sides. I won't write you off and hate you like a lot of people have, and I won't be a bitch like Erin is, but this is how I feel.
Basically, I don't want to hear anything about you and Aaron. I'm sick to death of it. I'm sick of watching you guys make out in chatrooms, and I'm sick of hearing about it all. I don't want to listen to it any longer. I've stressed myself out enough that my migraines are more frequent, and I'm sick to my stomach half the time. Pent up anger is bad for me, and I've been holding it in since this all started.
Partly I'm angry at myself for letting the coven fall apart. I saw it coming, and I kept telling myself we were stronger than that, that the storm on the horizon would blow over, or at the very least we'd ride it through. But that's not the way it's happened.
I hereby decree all coven laws to be null and void until such time that the coven regains its senses and we all figure this out.
Enraged Flames, Out. | 
